DESIRES

Friday, September 15, 2006

omg i nvr tot i wun say this but i HATE myself.
saw a rerun of the dunoe wad LE ZAI XIN QI TIAN or wadeva show.
e one sum of e 6pers were filmed de rmb?
it was nice seeing sum of us back when we were in p5 or 6 (can't rmb)
but why did i look so like shit in it? arghhh. i shldn't even had gone for the damn filming.
i mean hav u ever see sumone who is so idoitic looking? NAH. i mean YES. me larhh. hu else?

so basically u had nvr live till u've seen me. cuz im like the uglist and idoitic(ist)-looking gal in the whole wide world and probably the whole universe, aliens included.

actually not bad larhh. i can earn $ too. imagine me hanging a poster that looks like this
"COME PPLE!!! TAKE PIC WIF THE UGLIST GAL IN THE WHOLE WIDE UNIVERSE, SHE IS SO UGLY, SHE BROKE THE GUINESS WORLD RECORD FOR BEING THE UGLIST GAL. ONE PIC $2! COME NOW!!!"
can u imagine it? but i get to earn $ at least when i die a virgin, i get to have like tons of money. ahahaha. since i will be childless maybe i'll even donate half of my $ to charity and other half will be buried wif me.

i was saying dat i HATE myself rite. yupp. cuz i hav no virtues at all and have no talents or wadsoeva.

bad points abt me:
LOW SELF ESTEEM, no confidence, not polite, not helpful, likes to tease pple , likes to insult pple, likes to make nasty jokes about pple, LOOK LIKE SHIT, erm childish?, is rude to pple, depressed all the time, a bad fren, a bad jie to all my didis, a bad mei to all my jies, waste $, destroyer of everything, gets hooked on drama series, anime, manga easily, have bad grades, low IQ, likes to boast and show off, is not pretty but is still vain and bimbotic(its against the law for an ugly gal to be vain and bimbotic), is fat, is messy and unorganised, is a cry baby, screams at the wrong time(when theres danger i dun scream, when no danger i scream), eng grades sux, chi grades sux, math grades sux, sci grades sux, geog grades sux, lit grades sux, hist grades sux, is the least athletic person in the whole universe, is poor, voice is high, voice is unreal(i have lotsa 'voices' and can change to and fro frm em and i seldom use my 'real' voice), is a hypocrite, is selfish, is stupid(its a wonder how i got into scgs), is a bitch, says lotsa vulgarities, bullies pple, has altitude problem.

there are lots more but no time to finish typing em.

good points abt me:
-NIL-

so dats all. i guess ur will have an good idea why i hate myself. ta ta for now.

i desired